Uuhum. So here I am again, ranting nonsense boring stuffs. It's sembreak once again and it sucks big time dude! I'm missing a lot of things during sembreaks, that's why this is my hatest moment of my life. Argh! I miss my friends. Plus, sembreaks make me poor. Meaning, penniless for a month. How is that? I want to buy a lot of things especially for the coming 2nd sem.

On the other hand, something which I really consider another nonsense stuff, makes me more emo this time. Of course, I've never been not an emo girl coz I'm always are. But also, I could not help not to rant them here over and over again.

I am feeling so loveless. I'm lonely, enough said. I don't know if I should consider it as my only source of happiness if time comes but I think it's one thing that is missing in my life. When will that special person come into my life? Argh, I'm rooted for waiting for quite a long time and perhaps, could you say that I don't have any patience. Dude, I am already 18 and yet I haven't had an boyfriend since I was born.

I am a loser. No I am not! Yes I am. Duh? Ay ewan.

And... Ate Shine the first buddy since I entered UP is finally having her practicum next sem. Meaning, I 'll not be able to see her that often. Not like before. Oh, I'm sure I'm gonna miss her. I love her coz she let me borrow her book in Math for one sem which was then covered with Marc's Sexy Bench picture wearing only an underwear. Oh-my-gosh. :) She's has been sooooooooo nice to me. I'm gonna miss her kaingayan at kakulitan. The moments she hugs me everytime we meet, *i'm teary eyed*.

Ngayon, nadaragdagan pa ang aking kalungkutan. Hay, buhay nga naman, puno ng sorpresa. Kung kelan naman nagiging masaya na ako sa SHARP, aalis naman ang mga taong una kong nakilala gaya nina ate Shine, ate Donna, ate Val....

[eyes on me piano version on the background] adding more to the sentimental air.

*sigh*

Pakiramdam ko tuloy marami akong namiss sa buhay ko. Sayang at hindi ako masyadong naging malapit sa ibang members ng SHARP na aalis na. Parang, naiimagine ko tuloy pag ako na rin ang umalis. *OMG, medyo matagal pa yun. 2nd yr pa lang ako. Anyways, ayun, ang sad pa rin.

Hindi ko magawang maging masaya. Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit. Bahala na.

Neil Crespi.He lives a fairly simple life and he wants to keep it that way. He is fun, witty, and easy to get along with. He loves the environment and he is trying to preserve what we have for the next generation. He may not be as famous as others in promoting healthy environment but he is actively doing my part in his daily routine.